Break Me

Have you:

Ever had to sit alone at lunch everyday because no one wanted to be near you.

Ever had to sacrifice your happiness for someone who doesnt really deserve it.

Ever had to wake up every morning and take a shit load of medication because your messed up in the head.

Spent a day alone in a dark room with no one to talk to.

Watch your siblings get beaten and hurt.

Lose all your family but still hear stories of how apparently great they are, and how they say youll never achieve anything close.

Had to cry to yourself because it became to much, but no one cared.

Had your mom laugh in your face when you told her how you really felt.

Watched your dad walk away from you.

Watched your dad slowly begin dying away.

Hear whispers as you walk in a room of how weird you are.

Constantly be put down because your not good enough.

Be betrayed by your own family.

Given your life to someone who just threw it away.

Trusted someone who only used you.

Wasnt able to have a birthday party because you had no friends or family.

Had to watch everyone around you happy with their parents, when your mom never came.

Have your promise broken.

Wish you were dead.

Been scared to be happy.

Had to spend years doing something you hated so you could make your mom happy.

Have no support about what you dream of doing.

Go to school every day with people looking at you weird and laughing.

Ever had someone you knew treat you like a perfect stranger.

Have someone call you disfunctional and walk away.

Had your weakness shot at right when you thought you were okay.

Have you ever been so broken, ever been so hurt, ever been so uncared for, that every day it feels like your silenced and alone.

I can say I have, but no one takes the time to know that, before they break me even more.