Mother

I never heard a word you said,
you never saw how much I bled.
You dont see every tear I shed,
you dont care my life is hanging by a thread.

I guess I should have seen this ahead,
knowing by how much time you spent in bed.
I never guessed I would be this misled,
you let all my hopes be shred.

Although in reality the bible was misread,
that still doesnt mean I believe in him.
Over time I realize id be better off dead,
over time I realize im way in over my head.