Silent Bothers

The sky was setting out over the world, venturing its fall. The sky got darker ever so slowly, leaving the darkness to slowly wrap around her. The wind brushed gently passed her, making her shiver and sigh. Though the sun gave her empty warmth, the moon would soon come to take it all back. But that didnt bother her.
She closed her eyes, her long carmel hair brushing her face. The world felt like a movie, the peace of the world around her was so surreal. The only sound she heard was the rushing of the wind, all she saw was the never-ending sky ahead of her. She felt so small compared to the world around her. But that didnt bother her.
No not at all. They said moments like this would pass by quick, but it didnt in this case. No this moment, seemed to hold a certain place in the world. She had been there the whole day, not a single word spoken. But, that didnt bother her.
Right now, she had no worry in the world. Though she still felt the weight of the world on her shoulders. She felt happy, but yet so sad. She felt shame for feeling so uncertain, even though she couldnt really help it. She felt ashamed because for once in her life, she didnt know, and it scared her. But that didnt bother her.
The air was so cool, and the breeze made her shiver. She could smell the scent of fresh nature. She could feel the energy of the world around her. She could almost taste it. She was getting cold though, and she was shivering violently. But, that didnt bother her.
Though even the world around her never seemed good enough. Nothing was ever good enough for her, not even herself. Though the reflection of her didnt explain the pain in her shady green eyes. She never was at peace, she always had something on her mind. She always had another problem, and if she didnt, I bet she wouldnt know what to do. This constant burdon had followed her whole life. But, that didnt bother her.
No, her whole life wasnt all horrible though. Once in a rare while, shed be able to push all of those thoughts away. Despite all the mistakes she had made in life, she was one of the most beautiful of people. Though people never knew. But that didnt bother her.
Of course, people were curious about her. Where there is silence, there is a mystery. Though she was a mystery never to be solved. She was full of surprises, she was never normal. She was a mix of it all, but no one knew. But that didnt bother her.
Though sometimes she got depressed, sad and stuck in her own little world. A world only she knew about, her new reality. Because this reality was rather boring, and she was already tired of it. She needed a change. But, that didnt bother her.
No, it was true. Nothing bothered her. Do you know why? Because she knew one day, a mystery would work itself out. She had faith in it. Though sometimes her faith would slip away, so slowly but so deadly. Sometimes she wondered where she was really going in life, when she had nothing to go on. But that didnt bother her.
No, nothing bothered the girl. She was of her own world, a reality no one could touch. Though a reality by herself, was rather sad. No one there for her when she fell, no one to care when she screamed, and no one to comfort her when she cried. She was lonely, but sometimes afraid to admit it. She wanted someone, but no one cared. She was alone in her own little world, a shadow to the rest of the world, all alone. And this, this bothered her.